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I WANT TO LEARN BUT CANT AFORD TO PAY TUITION! HELP

ive been trying to learn wiccan ways and maybe even paganism ive learnt meditations from budism and all but i cant pay to do the classes... heres a bit about me. im 16 when i was 8 i started draining energy reading thoughts before they where thought seing dreams that later came true so on an so fourth.. i was told i was a phy vampire. also told that wiccan magicks and budism meditations help control my enegery obsorbing also told that wiccan magicks can help me enhance my abillities and live life. i have no money i mean im 16 please someone help ive had 3 magor vamp mentors 2 for the phy side of me and 1 for the sang side. akasha my mentor tought me alot but wiccan ways can help and can also give me more

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Permalink Reply by MoonJoy on May 17, 2010 at 8:03am

First of all, being a wiccan and being a vampire is completely different.
I know psi vampirism involves draining energy from others - well, that's actually against the Wiccan Rede, so if you want to learn Wicca - which is what WitchSchool teaches - you will have to learn to NOT drain others. That will probably involve stopping being a vampire.

You can subscribe to WitchSchool for FREE, and most classes are free except for the clergy classes. While anyone can take the clergy classes, you have to be 18 or over to initiate, so don't worry if you can't afford the clergy classes.

One class that would be good for you AND that you can take with a free subscription is "Living the Wiccan Life" - it's free, and pretty thorough, and will help you a lot in controlling that energy draining that you do, and also to become your own master instead of letting "vampire urges" control you.

I'll be honest... As long as you will think of yourself as a vampire, you will never control your own life. Vampires, from what I can tell, seem to be controlled by their needs to drain energy or drink blood. Some are fine with it - but if you're uncomforable being that, if you want to change and "live life", like you say, the place to start is in your own view of yourself. That's one thing that is taught in Living the Wiccan Life: you are what you want to be. If you want to be a Wiccan, you have to think of yourself as a human, as a Wiccan, and most importantly, not as a vampire, be it psi or sang.

If you drain energy from others, it probably means that you lack of it somewhere - so instead of draining other people, try connecting to Deity - Wiccans call that Goddess - and visualize a pillar of light coming down from above and into you, filling you with energy. Do this every day, and whenever you feel the need to drain others. The Goddess won't mind giving you the energy you need, and you will stop taking other people's energy - which you should never do, especially without their explicitly expressed consent. It might also be a sign that you are being drained yourself, hence your lack - and that means learning psychic shielding would be very important for you. It's all about controlling YOUR energy. ;)

Reading thoughts and having premonition through dreams probably point to psychic abilities, which you can also learn to develop properly through the Living the Wiccan Life class, and also in other classes in WitchSchool - that are free - related to those topics. I'd recommend "Basic meditation", "Introduction to Dreams", and "Introduction to Psychic Development" as other classes to take, to help you smooth out kinks in your abilities.

I hope this will help you!

Bright Blessings,
Rev. Elise