Amazing Magickal Day!

Today I was feeling low and helpless because of an ex that is beyond evil. I truly believe that there are soul-less who walk amongst us. Anyway, I had placed a quartz crystal on my grandparents tombstone several months ago and I remembered it today. I felt like I had to go retrieve it. It was radiating into my palm. Many thunderstorms, full moons, Sabbats, sunny days later it had been charged with the strength of the Father and Mother, plus my grandparents. I went to an appointment with my son's shrink with this stone in my pocket. The shrink helped me and my son feel better about a lot of the things going on. I dropped my son off with his aunt and didn't want to go home. I was being called to a local haunted cemetery called Hell's Gate. It is a very powerful place indeed but not in a bad way. In the middle of this cemetery are three trees. Triple Goddess....Oh yes, I assure you. When I entered the circle that is created by tombstones and these wonderful trees I felt the energy from the ground up. It was hard to breathe and this is in the day light people. I walked around and was greatly saddened and stunned by the vandalism here. Most of the tombstones (dating back to the 1700's) were knocked over and just busted. I found a tiny little one and it felt as if it were a child's. I couldn't find where it goes, so I put the stone propped up on the "mother" aspect tree and picked a flower to put there. I had made an anklet last night of hemp string, a piece of petrified wood carved into a skull, and a wooden bead. I hung it in the "mother" aspect tree and told her to protect herself and only allow good to enter there. As I bade the trees good-bye I knew that this place had power. As I left the circle I was looking down at the ground and there (in the middle of the path) was a chapstick that had not been there before. It had a picture of a person reaching up to a tree and a heart where the person's hand is on the tree. It says "brooklawn child and family services." Not to mention that while in the circle I found the branch for my wand. Been looking for the "right" one for months. So, more things have happened and I am in awe of the Magick around me. I am blessed more times over than I ever thought. With all the problems with my children and my ex, my Mother answered my prayers loud and clear today. Many comments on how I can guard myself on my last discussion and blog, the parts for my wand. (branch and crystal), and a very special chapstick message. I don't believe that the spirits in this hallowed place mean any harm at all. They just need someone to be nice. Thank you Goddess Mother for every time you saw my tears and heard my cries. I am blessed. I pass this positive energy on to all that it may tonight. Blessed Be *Mara