bad feeling

marry meet, I've been offline for a while for my final exams, I can't believe I survived last year, I was always dizzy and scared like something bad going to happen, my family told me it's anxiety disorder, but I don't think anxiety disorder heal when you move to another state, the bad feelings had stopped since I moved but sadly I have to go back to my town after my vacation is over, I'm fighting to stay here and I'm full of hope, the bad feeling stopped after my grandma passed away in the car, I felt she's going to pass away, eventhough that's happened I still find it hard to believe that someone can see the future because I believe we make our own future and it's not written somewhere. now I'm having feelings about an airplane crash, I really hope I'm wrong.

blessed be