big orange gorgeous (or evil?) moon

hi/mm all,

Last weekend i was in kind of a rough patch... ending with a big blow out yesterday at somebody.. its to much to go into actually but what i can tell is that im completely exhausted and feeling like a truck ran over me... last night i was home and i didnt realise it was being full moon phase .... untill i looked out of my window and saw the most beautiful round ORANGE.. yes she was ORANGE, moon i have ever seen.. She was absolutely mouthdropping beautiful.. later on she turned from orange into her "normal" yellowy self... still beautiful but the orange phase was just jaw-dropping.. now i am just wondering if the phase of the moon has got something to do with my depressing mood i was in since saturday eve.. could it be that this moon phase this time was just so powerfull (maybe too powerfull) that it had a big effect on me now leaving me broken down, exhausted, emotionally drained and just feeling like the whole world is against me??? ofcourse a fight can do this to me too but im just wondering if this particular almost red moon had something to do with the negative energy that has surrounded me since saturday... was she just big orange and gorgeous? Or was she evil this time?



~Magickal Graphics~