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while I was walking in college today something came up in my mind.. I was seeing the same scenes I see everyday..half of the students were talking in the phone and just walking, they were not aware of where they are walking, they even accidentally hit each other sometimes, and in another scene there was a teacher who was walking like he owe the wold, he was holding an exam papers, I felt like he was feeding by the students fear, in another scene there was a student he looked so nervous, he was shaking, I saw fear in his eyes but I didn't see life, in the final scene there was a blond girl she was fixing her make up, and smiling at one of her friend's boyfriend, and her friends were sitting next to her making fun of an overweight girl passing by whom gonna spend her morning crying in the bathroom because she's simply an outcast..
this weird thought came up in my mind.. I just felt like everybody are blind, like they're robots or trained animals, I felt like each one these situations was meaningless, like there's something bigger than that, this's can't be life, are we suppose to live the same situations over and over again? who labeled us? why the over weight girl is the ugly one not the blond?is beauty is happiness? is power and domination is happiness? digree after digree after another..then what? is modern life is happiness? why we should pay for education? and why we buy water while 70% of earth is water? why there's countries and lands? this's my land and this's yours..did you made this land..then how come it's yours? why we can't chose where we want to live? why we do things just because some book or someone said we have to? black..white..asian..arab..what's the diffrent? does any race has an extra organ make em better than the others? does punishments and jail really work? and who'll punish the leaders? hitler rules and ghandi dies?...million quesions were in my mind, and I just felt everything is wrong.
I've always wanted to live in a mountain or a cabin away from everything, I'm not escaping but I just don't fit in.

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Comment by Rev. SilentOwl on May 18, 2010 at 12:04am: When I read your blog, it made me realize I am not the only one that watches the little situations and see them as false because each has some type of discrimination. I was the fat girl in my day, and then last year one of those good looking people sent me a note, not only to apologise, but to say, they are now in my boat as a girl, and all I said its I am sorry you think that growing up as you did gave you everything. I know what happiness is, I know how to be strong when something I feel is wrong needs to be righted, but I also have one thing you will never understand self respect.
We live in a world that only see's the edges of who people are, avoiding the strolls through the park and SEEING what is really there. The baby squirrel that is learning to climb, the air feeling cool to the skin and most of all, feeling the earth under you. Its not about what you wear or who you are seeing but WHO you will be and am, that is more important.
This world is blind for the things you said but also to what is wrong with it also, the damage to the sea, the air and even to each other. Its time we all faced it and fix it, one person at a time...and see what happens with one step of a person learning to not be blind.

Comment by Joseph Lee Proctor on May 13, 2010 at 5:52am: I agree with all of you, However there is a place for to go. It may not be big to all of us to be there. But we all have that one place where we can be free. Free to live. Free to dream. Free to do magic the way we want or have learned how to. A place where we wont get made fun of bc we're different. Each of us how our own place were we know we belong. This is the reason why we have internet sites like this one and many others. Me on the other hand Im in the army and I dont fit in. Well in a way I do and in a way I dont. I dont fit it bc of who I am. I do fit in bc of the clothes I wear. I try to get supplies to do different things but cant bc its not allowed to have. thats why I cant wait to come home. Blesses Be my fellow brothers and sisters of the craft.

Comment by Amia Sanchez on May 12, 2010 at 1:25pm: I totally know what you mean,, I was in school earlier and some "plastics" were totally making fun of this girl because her hair was curly,, and I was like 'what the hell is wrong with them? why do they get to decide whats right and whats wrong',, and I get what you mean about Ghandi dying when he tried to make the place we live a better place but Hitler who killed hundreds of people got to cause so much shit (excuse language) for so long. Ridiculous! When I was younger I dreamt that I'd build my own little village where there would be no discrimination or pollution, no bullying or murders. And only a place where magic could be done properly, I don't fit in either. Where I live you either have to constantly be showing 90% of your skin has to be showing or you're a "wierdo", you never know maybe one day we will escape.