Ok so I have looked it up and it has been 9 months since I have been here last. It was not intentional. Just the ways things have worked out the last few months.
Decisions. It seems I have had to make quiet a few this year. The most recent, to give up college. I can not seem to make it through College Algebra. I get the basic stuff but the rest...I just do not have a clue. I have taken the class three times to no avail. I was upset about it at first. But then I realized ....sometimes you just don't get it. The whole scene was stressing me out beyond belief. It seemed like all I did was was go to work, come home, do classwork and then homework. I never had time to spend with my family and friends or to do recreational things that I love doing.
So here I am. Nearly 40 and re-thinking my life plan. I am a little worried and unsettled...But I feel so much better now that the decision has been made. Funny how you do not realize how heavy the load is until you are out from under it.
Other big news!!!! My daughter is pregnant!! So I am now facing grandmotherhood (is that even a word). I am still not sure how I feel about all this. Does this mean I should stop coloring my hair? LOL