Owies, Ickies, and...

I feel terrible after taking about half a week's worth of Banderol. That's the new medication for the Lyme. I talked to Christine this morning and she helped me decide that the Samento isn't worth keeping most likely. I'll start today with going to half dose, and see how I do. It may be that both of them together are just kicking my butt, and I need to wean off the Samento. I hate this guessing game with the natural meds, but I guess it's better than dying!

I am sooo sore. I went literally from being 60-70% better after 36 weeks of treatment to literally 10% better after taking 1/2 week of Banderol. I mean, it's great in a way, cuz we know it's working, but I'm back to having almost all my symptoms again. I'm in pain, horrible muscle and bone pain again, I'm having the costochondritis, the breathing problems, the headaches, earaches, sore throats, coughing, arthritis pain, inappetance, cognitive issues, and fatigue. I can't stand it. IDK what to do, but to keep up with the meds and know they're working. It's how I felt back when I started all this in the first place.

But I'm enjoying my time here. I just want to get back to WS, TC, and RMS. I just can't seem to do it. I want to, but I'm soooo tired. I can't seem to sleep, tho, so it's possible I'll have a lot more time to do stuff again! LOL

Well, since my brain isn't working all that well, I'll go and eat and take my first dose of meds. Not sure what I'll eat, probably the rest of my soup? BB