As I sit here today I think back on my past life. Well, the past life of my current physical being, that is to say. I find I have had many many blessings in this time span of the last three years. I have come through many relationships and a couple of marriages that have made me the person I am today. Those of which happened many years ago, not just within the past three years. Albeit it was rough coming through it all. These past years have been the best of my life so far ,except for the birth of my two wonderful children.
I met someone who changed my life dramatically for the better. Made a stronger bond with my best friend and sister witch and her family. Have gotten engaged and now recently married. I've seen both my children go on to become better people and to know better people. Both are growing, learning and making for good futures for their selves.
In the past three years I have left negativity and negative people behind me. This has lessened my depression greatly, leaving only open doors for me to follow through. I thank the Goddess everyday for seeing me through what has felt like an eternity of fog in my mind; for leading me to where I am today; thanking her for leading me to a person whom is open minded about my path of choice; who cares about my children and accepts them for who they want to be; one who shares pagan events with me even though he is Christian.
I have a home now where I can have an alter out all the time. My books sit on shelves without fear that they will be seen, where once they remained in boxes and I read them privately at night. My crystals now out and about, with him reminding me of full moons so I can charge them. Now I have someone I can work with on projects without argument, as most times we see eye to eye on how it's done. There is no arguing or fights. I have found harmony and peace in him. A person as caring and loving towards others, animals and the earth as I am. I just want to scream it to the world that the Goddess has seen me through it and continues to shine her light of love and happiness upon me and those around me and continues to bless us all everyday. I have been taught to see that when something doesn't go right, there is a positive side to it, and to focus on that. She has whispered to me not to panic when an unforeseen loss of money happens and that she will find a way for us to have enough to get through it. I find comfort in that and so much more. I'm truly blessed.
There's so much more to say, but for any who read this, I won't bore you further with my ramblings. Just remember to stay positive in times of strife and believe that whatever higher power you go to will be there and see you through.